Goal

May i know what is your goal? I'm abit confuse about my goal. To be more accurate I don't even know what is my goal. Sigh..Feel boring, tired and empty.


Me: What time you will free? Can accompany me awhile?
Bf: Not free.. 27 years old already wanna earn more money (while surfing internet to see how people do investment)


Suddenly, i feel really down. As i don't even know what is my goal. Everyday just repeat the daily routine. Wake up --> work --> sleep.

Can "earning more money" become my goal as well?!!

Big Boss

Today our big boss comes to KL branch to visit us and we have dialogue session. All of us remain silent and don’t dare to say anything.

Suddenly boss ask one of my colleague are you happy.. hehe.. Guess what my colleague reply… all of us laughs after hearing his reply

Boss: XYZ are you happy?
XYZ: (Silent for a few second) Ai……. (Slowly look at the floor) happy…

In fact, if boss ask me this question i also do not know how to answer. Might be happy is the best answer.

First "Chou Dou Fu"

Ai... i forget my blogger password again. But finally managed to reset it.. :) really blur

Have you ever tried "chou dou fu" before? Yesterday, i tried it for first time.. Went to setapak with bf and discovered a smelly stall.. hence, we went there to have a look.. alot of people was eating the "Chou Dou Fu"

We decided to buy 1 piece of "chou dou fu".. first time eating it.. so nervous.. at first don't dare to eat, only dare to try after bf have a bite on the "chou dou fu".. hehe

Actually not very smelly.. it has a special taste which i don't know how to descript. :)

Long tim no see ..

Finally update my blog... it been so many months already.. i left my blog alone.. so sorry ya.. :)

Decided to update abit.. what happen to me recently? Actually quite alot lar..

Movie Outing

Just watched a movie with colleagues. It is an enjoyable movie outing. :)
Hmm... Suddenly feeling unbearable as we might be in different dept in future. Sigh. Anyway, luckily we had our team-building last month. All the best to all.

Panda's eyes

Feel tired.. my eyes look like panda now.. hmm.. even tired also don't wish to sleep so early..

Stupid Question

Hi Long Time didn't update my blog.. hmm.. :)
Don’t know what to write actually..
Some update on me.. I'm quite bz with a project recently.. Hope can accomplish it on time.. Hmm.. just came back from sg for cousin wedding.. and my family came to kl during school holiday..

A stupid question:
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If you have chance to choose either facial package/product or beautiful clothes. Which one will you choose?

Kapas Trip

Just back from kapas island.. hmm.. This trip is not that nice if compare with other island trip that I ever joined. Mostly is due to the food quality and quantity.. haha.. we must go to the café on-time or earlier than the scheduled time. Or else we got nothing to eat.. haha.. so pity even paid it doesn’t guarantee that you will get your food. The scenery also ma ma de.. but anyway is a place that can let us relax..  really don’t wish to come back to kl.. once step in kl mean working.. hehe..

Hi

Hi.. finally I update my blog.. Actually I have alot of news or things to share.. hehe

My sister just get married last week.. Happy wedding to her oh.. If you guy wanna see the photo you can view it thru my friendster account.. :) aiyoyo.. i'm eldest ler.. until now still single.. keke

last last saturday, me and mr.lee went to titiwangsa for jogging.. Guess what we saw a rainbow.. it's been such a long time I don’t stand a chance to see a rainbow after graduate from KU.. :) so beautiful..

Changing my life

Arrr... wish to change my current lifestyle..

routine at nite 1:
eat --> online --> bath --> sleep

routine at nite 2:
eat --> bath --> online --> sleep

routine at nite 3:
eat --> dial into company network to work --> bath --> sleep

routine at nite 4:
eat --> bath --> dial into company network to work --> sleep

very unhealthy..

Hello...

Long time didn't update my blog already.. just drop here to say hi.. hehe.. still the same as usual everyday work, back home, online.. no big chances.. Recently no mood to work don’t know y.. One day after another.. Today is Wednesday already.. Going to weekend soon.. :p

Last week went to pc fair.. alot of people there.. buy nothing just walk here and there to window shopping.. but mr lee bought speaker and cdr.. i saw honey.. Really unexpected.. :) Besides that saw su teng as well..

Have you heard about pilates? If I mentioned about yoga for sure alot of people heard it b4 right? Both exercises are very good.. Maybe u can choose one and focus in learning it in order to release our tension, tranquil our soul, shape up our figure and increase our immune system. :P

Opps.. a lot of “fei hua”.. cya

Not Ready Yet

hihi.. first of all want to thanks honey.. coz teach me how to add photo into my blog..
thank you... :)

testing.. testing 123

here is the first photo that I'm trying to upload..
the title is "Not Ready Yet"

Tired + CNY

Feel really tired... but don't wish to sleep yet.. hmm going to update my blog again.. heart is tired.. brain is tired.. I'm tired.. hmm.. don't know what to write actually..

Let’s talk about happy things.. CNY is coming soon.. all shopping complex is playing CNY song.. like this kind of atmosphere.. whenever I hear the song will feel very happy regardless of how bad is my mood.. the CNY song will cheer me up.. :P
By the way, I haven’t buy anything or clothes for CNY. Have you guys prepared anything for this coming CNY?
Ya.. almost forget to wish all my friend happy New Year 2006!!

Is friday again...

Is Friday again. Time flies. 1 week after another week.. Feel very tired eventhough today is Friday.. Don’t have any plan for the weekend. Actually my weekend is already full of plan. Why I said don’t have any plan yet my weekend is full of activities, Am I contradicting myself? Hmm.. Perhaps I don’t have mood for those activities kuah.. I’ll go back to Muar tomorrow attend my cousin wedding ceremony. And later I will go to attend bf’s cousin ceremony. Sunday need to attend another wedding ceremony again. Wah, full of wedding ceremony. Haha… seems like don’t have fun activities for weekend for a long time already..
Need to go out now… bye

Funny

Feel really funny when i read back my old post regarding my career and relationship... coz i leave my home town again.. and go back to KL... dunno wat to say...

dunno how to comment.. keke..

Hihi Long time didn't see

hello all my friend... long time didn't update my blog lor.. :) finally manage to update it today..
kit as promised this is my blog.. hehe.. luckily i still remember my password and login id..

I'm in a training room now.. waiting for others to start the training session after breaking from lunch.. BRIO Intelligent (BRIO Query) - a reporting tools which can help us to retrieve data from database easily.. :)

see ya.. to be continued after work..

Hello

Working live make me tired... read back the last post. I though I’ll be very happy and relax after complete the special project. But now only I realize... relaxing live is not that good and boring as well. The most important thing is I can’t learn much from the daily routine. I hate this kind of meaningless life… Seems like repeating the task everyday and is meaningless task to me, for example create new webpage according to template, change the design of the page, write some simple coding and etc.

What I want is a marvelous job! I also don’t know how to describe my dream job. Perhaps I hope that I can learn more thing rather than copy, paste and modify. I want opportunity; I dun even get an opportunity to try or even do something which is more challenging. Perhaps u might say “we must fight for opportunity”. Yup, I admit that I should fight for it, but not in the current company. Because I knew that is impossible. So I make the decision to leave the current job.

I found a job, which is much better if comparing with my current job. For sure the salary is higher as well. But the most important thing is I can learn much from there for example Oracle DBMS, Unix Server, multiple programming languages and the opportunity to go overseas for training. I’m very happy at first because it is a great opportunity. But after a while I cried because of the location of new office. The new office is not at KL but in Muar. U might think I’m stupid and wondering why I cried. But for sure u all know the reason. I’m unbearable to apart with my bf. But my friend consoles me, she said I should treat this as a test see how deep is our love and “if he’s yours, then he’s urs”, no one can take him away. Moreover opportunity only knocks once; if I let over it that’s mean I’ll lost the great opportunity. What is your opinion? Should I accept or reject the opportunity?

After having a deep consideration, I decided to accept the offer. This is what I want to tell my bf ~ “I really hope that we can maintain our long distance relationship in a well manner”

If u were me, what will u choose? Stay at KL or back for the job?

Working days

Finally, i start working already... long time didn't update this blog already.. too tired.. coz everyday OT mah.. if manage to complete the special task.. the life afterward will be very relaxing.. really wish that day will come soon..
to all my fellow friends... good luck and all the best for your future understaking... :p

Wondering

long time didn't update my blog.. Finally i had graduated... hmm... study for so many year.. now no need to study anymore.. feel wierd and quite unbearable.. now busy looking for job...
ai.... wondering how my future will be... hope can find a good job soon... so i no need to travel here and there for interview or look for job...

Exam.. exam .. exam

oh... i did badly for my distributed computing examination... dunno how to do.. a lot of questions.. really unexpected... even read also no use.. this is the first time that i feel scare... really scare...

still have three more papers to go.. jia you.. kambateh.. to myself and to my friends.. we'll graduate soon.. yes... finally..